They sent me here cause I "pushed it too far this time" ....

fiero_xx @ 2008-10-24T22:54:00

2008-10-24T14:59:07Z

So I'm bored.
And I miss Mikey. WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU, ASSHOLE?

I think I'll have to put up missing posters soon.

Kinda like "Have you seen my Mikey? Tall, thin and geeky with brown hair. Answers to the names: Mikey, Shithead, Fuckwit, Wayboy. If found, please return to Frank Iero."

I think I might do it.

EDIT:

Here it is, guys!

NOW GO FIND HIM!

19 days to go

2008-10-12T12:37:55Z

I've decided, because occasionally ~~a lot~~ I like to act like an immature little fuck, I am keeping a halloween countdown.
19 days to go!

Incidentally, it is also 19 days until my 17th birthday.
And I've also decided, because this place is ALWAYS boring as fuck, I'm gonna organise a Halloween party...possibly tying in with my birthday becauseweallknowhowmuchIlikepresents.

So, anyone who wants to help me with this IMMENSE task to make this party better than the one we had in Goi's office (ahh, memories..), feel free to comment me and IM AWAY!!!

DontSleepTooFast

Get planning, bitches!

F. Iero xox

[[ooc: Okay, because I'm a sad case that has very little to do over the course of my life, I was thinking we could do one of those IM chatto things like we used to back in the good old days? I'm like...12hrs ahead of most of you guys, but if we could arrange a commonish time maybe the sunday after halloween or something? (cause I'm sure you all have more interesting things planned on the actual day). Let me know what you think ^^
Cara/FrankS ]]

[[EDIT: Off hiatus, too ^^ Thank youuuu!]]

fiero_xx @ 2008-10-01T09:38:00

2008-10-01T01:38:36Z

SOMEONE HAS TO START PLANNING A HALLOWEEN PARTY

SO

I CAN GO AS EITHER:

ROGUE FROM X MEN

THE JOKER!

And...cause it's my birthday, you must do what I say!

That is all...

F.Iero...

And E. Iero-Urie
(She's gonna be a spider for halloween, by the way. How cute ^^)

OOC:

2008-09-21T13:41:01Z

Kayy, I hate to do this, I haven't dropped a character since I dropped...Bob from here way back in January, but while the comm is this inactive (myself included, I know) I can't really justify 4 characters when only one of them has a running storyline.
Dropping:
Emily Scott
Jimmy Urine
The Joker ("Mister Jay")

Keeping Frank though.
As I have said many a time
I don't think I could actually drop him. Ever.

A huge thanks to everyone who rped with the characters though ^^

cara xx

Uhmm....

2008-09-21T13:32:49Z

Well.
I got bored.
And Elena wouldn't hold still so I could put Mikeys converse on her.
So....

I love you Brendon? :D

ooc

2008-09-07T11:26:24Z

:O
I'm alive?
I made it for 2 whole weeks without the internet!
I couldn't fill in the hiatus notice; only just managed to post the thingo that I did.
But I am alive and back and ready to rp ^^

OOC

2008-08-27T07:52:24Z

Just to let everyone know, Emily Jimmy, Joker and Frank are all on hiatus until further notice.

ennis.cara@gmail.com

For if you need to contact or want to RP lines that way, cause :O I can actually access that from school.

fiero_xx @ 2008-08-23T19:48:00

2008-08-23T11:49:37Z

You know what, I'm really sick of trying to keep peace.
Jyrki, do whatever the fuck you want. Deny that Gerard had a life before you.
But don't try and pick fights with me.

I'm seriously over this place.
Someone get me some matches.

fiero_xx @ 2008-08-13T16:37:00

2008-08-13T08:38:18Z

This post really as no meaning.

NEW DP!

I love you bren

BABY SHOWER (I know you're meant to have it before but I forgot)

2008-08-06T12:40:55Z

ELENA IERO-URIE
~~Middle name to be decided...~~
HAS ARRIVED

Come fawn over her and tell me how good a job me and Brendon did :)

Nothing went wrong. Thank God.

I'd never have forgiven myself

fiero_xx @ 2008-08-04T15:53:00

2008-08-04T07:54:25Z

Brendon, get your ass up to the infirmary right now.

She's fucking early.

ummm....lol?

2008-07-25T14:52:42Z

DontSleepTooFast: I just can't believe you're getting married before me.
jyrkilnnnkv: :]
jyrkilnnnkv: well... but brendon said yesterday that you knew everything
DontSleepTooFast: Yep. I'm amazing. I'm like...a secret-ninja
DontSleepTooFast: And besides, I'm not walking down no aisle like a friggen whale
DontSleepTooFast: if brendon wants marriage, he's waiting till after the fuckers out.
DontSleepTooFast: Oh, no wait. I got told to stop referring to our baby as fucker. Elena
jyrkilnnnkv: ... well, frank.

I have to say. It sounds worse like this. I don't mean fucker offensively, it's just a bad habit.

fiero_xx @ 2008-07-11T08:59:00

2008-07-11T01:05:33Z

“Hey ma!”
“Oh, hey Frank.”
“…Yeah. I was just calling cause...well, y’know. It’s your birthday and stuff.”
“Mhm.”
“So…happy birthday. And, ma?”
“Yes?”
“Uhm, well…see. Elena…that’s my daughters name by th-”
“It’s born already?”
“No…she’s not. Not yet. But that’s going to be her name.”
“Oh. Well, carry on.”
“Yeah…she’s due in about a month and a half. And, I was wondering if maybe…I could come see you?”
“Listen Frank,” Sharp sigh, muffled conversation in the background, “I’m not going to have you and your latest fuck buddy stay under my roof. I told you what to do with that baby, and if you didn’t listen to me that’s your fault.”
“Ma, he’s not my ‘latest fuck buddy’, we’ve been dating pretty much since I got here.”
“And he got you knocked up?”
“I love him.”
Another sigh. “You said the same about Mikey, Frank.”
“That was completely different! He’s my best friend, not my fucking boyfriend!”
“Frank, it’s all the same with you. You’re not the person who falls in love. And if this Brandon-”
“Brendon.”
“Whatever. If he’s really in love with you, you’re just gonna break his heart. You know you will.”
“Why can’t you get that I might have changed?”
Silence.
“Ma?”
“Cause you’re exactly the same as your faggot father, that’s why.”
Click.

Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry I can’t be perfect

[Been a while, I know. ^^ lost the USB it was on :P]

2008-07-07T04:10:43Z

Gerard Motherfucking Way,
Well, from when I was...even shorter than I am now, I have always known you as simply Mikey’s creepy older brother. I never really knew you before I came here. I mean, I didn’t even recognise you until Mikey pointed you out (but that could have been something to do with the fact that any chance meetings we had before I got sent here was when I was ridiculously fucked up).
I know I’m an annoying little shit. I know I can annoy you to the point where you feel like doing a Goi on me. But I think that really, you get me more than a lot of people in here do. You saw me ... breakdown of sorts, a few times, and you haven’t been weird with me about that. In fact, you handled it better than I thought. Even with all the shit with Mikey that went down, you’ve still been there for me and I admire that a lot. I don’t know if I would be able to do that if I had a little brother.
Yes, you are my teacher. You’re my assistant principal. But I also see you as my friend. In fact, you’re one of the closest things to family that I do actually have. You still have the title of honorary uncle when the squip is born, but honestly Gee. If you want, Brendon and me were talking about it and we want you to be a godfather too. We decided on three in the end, and you were definitely one of the first. I completely get it if you don’t want to, its added pressure and added responsibility that you probably don’t want to be burdened with, but if you would consider it, I’d be honoured Gee, really.
It may not seem like it, and I may rarely act like it, but I look up to you. You really are an inspiration to me and one day when Bren, the baby and I are out of here and we have our own place and stuff, I’ll remind you of this and I’ll let you know, a lot of it was down to you. I couldn’t have gotten through a lot of things without you, in all honesty. Thank you.
Frank Anthony Iero

fiero_xx @ 2008-07-04T07:21:00

2008-07-03T23:21:45Z

I miss Jersey so fucking much. Like we said Bren, when we get out we’re gonna take Elena and spend some time in Jersey.

Ma moved to Manhatten! Manhatten! Who the fuck wants to live in Manhatten.

Places we love exist only through us...

And screw you people who think I can't make more than one post in one day

2008-07-01T09:48:15Z

I miss New Jersey

SCREW YOU LJ CUT

2008-07-01T08:06:29Z

I figured I never really explained to anyone why I made Karl take me down to New Jersey that day, so here you go sweethearts, just to make sense of it a bit more.

Adam was one of my really close friends, the only one besides Mikey basically. He had bipolar disorder, but we’d learnt to deal with it so it was okay. When he was what…13 or something, he got prescribed medications that completely suppressed him as a person. He hated what this new drug had made him become, and after a year of trying to cope, he just gave up. He wouldn’t have done it normally, or at least this is what I tell myself. He wasn’t in the right frame of mind else it wouldn’t have happened. On the 31st May 2006, he was found in the lake three blocks from my house. A week later was his funeral, and I missed it for…personal issues. This Sunday is the two year anniversary and I guess I want to pay my last respects.

With my dad. He left home when I was nine, and I was mad and upset and stuff. I said things that I didn’t mean and I shouted and it wasn’t one of my finest moments, in fact I regret it a lot, but I can’t change the past. On Wednesday 5th January, 2006, my dad died aged 37, of a heart attack. I guess its pretty safe to say 2006 wasn’t a great year for me. I never got to take back what I said, the last time I saw him I told him I hated him, and even now, seven years later, I still feel bad about it.

I think really, this is as much a peace of mind kind of thing as it is about visiting them.

I brought my BB gun to make Karl feel safer (I'd have felt safer with a real one, but something tells me that Karl won’t be carrying one, and I only just got the BB gun without issue, I don’t think they’ll be putting a gun into the hands of a pregnant 16 year old) and we didn’t die. I wouldn’t be wandering around by myself, and I learnt early on where the dodgy areas were, so we didn’t do anything dumb.

I won’t go into how I got at the actual grave and stuff, I’ll just leave it as I got a bit emotional.

I love you guys, I love mine and Brendon’s baby Peanut Iero-Urie, and I’m feeling very lovey dovey right now. I’m sorry.

I love Brendon.
I love Mikey.
I love Gee (even when he’s not here).
I love our baby. I’ve said that one haven’t I?
Yeah, sign that Frank needs sleep, I’m out.
Talk to you later, fuckers.
F. Iero xx

fiero_xx @ 2008-06-25T20:26:00

2008-06-25T12:26:28Z

So, in my whole life
There's only ever been one guy
that's stuck through every single thing I've put him through
And never given up hope.
No matter what I've said, screamed, yelled, shouted, cried, whispered, ~~moaned~~ and lied about with him, he has always been there for him.

((You know what to ignore))

And I guess his big bruddah has been a wee bit helpful too ^_^

Some dude that Gerard picked up ;D He had THE best fro this side of New Jersey

Isn't photoshop amazing?
And damn, we are gorgeous.

There's that old Bob dude.

And then there's Brendon...who has just been, well...
Brendon.
I love him so much. I never actually thought I would settle down and such ~~Mikey knows why~~ but with you, I can really see it happening.

LOLLIPOP!!!

Yeah, I love him =)

And good with kids too

He's adorable, admit it.

I think I'm done now =)

Notice how all pictures of me are in Pre-Blimp days.

-_-

fiero_xx @ 2008-06-25T19:11:00

2008-06-25T11:11:53Z

Elena Iero-Urie
26 weeks

OOC

2008-06-10T13:46:50Z

JENN IS A DRUGGY.
...
...
...
THAT IS ALL.

NAMES

2008-06-09T08:26:48Z

Mikey And Frank's Name List
- Bella
- Hayley
- Leah
- Elena
- Mikey

What do you think, guys?

[Karly's letter ^^]

2008-06-01T07:29:04Z

Karl Urban,
First, let me start by letting you know just how much your last name rocks. I’m sorry but a name like Urban? That is so kick ass. If you and Jimmy get married, you cannot take his last name. Karl Euringer sounds stupid if you ask me. Jimmy Urban is much better.
One of the first times I spoke to you properly, I pissed you off so much that you punched a wall, remember? I'd like to think I’m easier to deal with since then, but I’ve hardly tried to make it easy.
Last night I was thinking about the first appointment I had with you, when you asked me about my dad. And I remembered that I never actually went into it after that. I gladly avoided the subject, mind, but this isn’t the point.
So I started writing letters for people and stuff, and then I decided that for your one, I'd explain what went down with him to you. As long as it is just you that reads this, I don’t mind. I trust you.
When I was nine, my mom and dad divorced. They always fought and stuff, so it wasn’t really a surprise, even though I was only a kid. I kinda saw it coming, y’know? The last time I saw my dad was Sunday 23rd September, 2000. This was a few months before the divorce went through, and I remember him packing up, and I just started shouting. And the last thing I said before he got out of our front door was ‘I hope you die’.
I was only nine; I didn’t mean it. I said a lot of things to him that I didn’t mean. On Wednesday January 5th, 2005, my dad died of a heart attack aged 37. I didn’t find out for three weeks, but when mom eventually decided that, hey, I might have actuallly wanted to know that my father had died, the funeral had already passed. I believe her actual words were: ‘Oh, well its okay. We have Thomas now.”
Thomas, my step dad, is an idiot, quite frankly. He doesn’t seem to see mom’s money grabbing but I guess he’s gotta make his own mistakes. They’re divorcing now too, but I’m not surprised. Mom’s a whore, in all honesty. ~~See where I got it from?~~
I don’t know if I ever told you, but mom and Thomas used to transfer money into an account for me on a monthly basis. It was a ridiculous amount, like up in the thousands I’m talking, and I think you can guess what I spent it on. Well, I cut my card last night, and called up the bank. Withdrew everything and placed it into a new account for the baby, which can’t be touched until he or she is eighteen. I don’t want the temptation, but also I think that I may as well make some good use of my compensation for being ignored for almost seven years.
5th June was the day that my friend Adam died. I’m trying to sweet talk people, see if I can get like…leave or something to go back to Belleville for a couple of days. Dad used to say revisiting old graves was only a waste of time, dragging up old emotions. But maybe he’d think differently if he knew I'd be going to his too. I wonder if he still remembered my last words to him, when he died. I hope he knew I didn’t mean it; how much I'd give to take them back. How much I regret it.
Well, the point of this was to let you know how much you’ve done for me, but maybe somewhere between talking about my harlot of a mother, my long dead father, and my naieve ~~but rich~~ step-dad, I managed to get that across.
And, wow…that ended up being more of a life story than a letter. But the main purpose was actually to let you know how much you’ve done for me Karl, and if that gets that across, then I’ve done my job okay.
Frank Iero (and I guess beansprout says hi too :D)

Brenner's letter ^^

2008-05-20T11:39:52Z

Dear Brendon Boyd Urie (yes, I had to use your middle name just to annoy you),

Well, how do I start this letter exactly? I think I’ll start it with one short statement. You absolutely amaze me. I’ll think I’ve got you all figured out, and then you surprise me all over again. Its one of the things that I really love about you. No matter what you are going through personally, you are always there to help other people and your caring nature and loyalty makes me fall even more in love with you every day.

Yes, you may have flaws. I would be naïve if I said you didn’t, so I won’t claim that you’re perfect. Frankly, that’s an insult. It’s a blatant lie and we all know it. But I don’t love you despite your imperfections. I love you because of them. You are human, and just like every other person on this planet you aren’t flawless, but I don’t love every other person, I love you.

When I first met you, you weren’t what I wanted. But as each day went past, and I fell in love with you, I realised that you were what I needed. You found me a shadow of my former self and you put me back together, made me a new, better person. I want you to know just how much you’ve done for me, but I don’t think words will ever describe it. When I’m with you, its like everything gets forgotten. Things feel so perfect and I love the way you make me feel about myself. You’re the only one who has ever said what you say to me, and I’ve believed it.

It seems that every single hardship that we’ve been dealt so far, we’ve just skipped over as easy as anything, and sometimes I still feel like I’m dreaming. I’ve never done anything good in my life to deserve what we have now, so either I was like…a prodigy in a previous life or maybe luck was just on my side the day you fell in love with me.

What can I say, I’m selfish. Forever isn’t long enough for me Brendon, not by a long shot. I love you, and our baby loves you. We’ll get that white picket fence lifestyle one day Bren, you’ll see.

Frank Iero (And Peanut Iero-Urie)

Mikey's letter

2008-05-17T13:04:59Z

Mikeyface,
Mikey. Mikey, Mikey, Mikey. What can I say to you that hasn’t been yelled, muttered, whispered, screamed, sobbed, mumbled , shouted or cried over the last nine years? I can tell you one phrase that I never said enough: Thank you.
Mikey, you saved me over and over again. You let me come back to your house stoned, high, drunk, whatever. Just because you knew how bad it would get if I went home. You were the only person I really let see the real me. Up until I came here, you and (name) were the only ones I'd ever really gotten close to. Every time I screwed up, you’d brush away the tears, wipe my face and tell me it’d be okay. You never gave up on me, and I’ll always love you for that. You saved my life, Mikeyface, although you may not realise it. A lot of the times I came to yours after another fight with my parents, you would never ask me what the fight was about, you’d just let me curl up next to you and sleep. And it may seem simple, but these were the things that meant the most to me.
I know I got you into a lot of trouble over the years. If I could change it now, I would make sure you weren’t stuck in this hellhole, but I guess it has its benefits.
I know I already asked you about it a few days ago, but seriously, would you consider being one of the baby’s godfathers? I'd love it if you said yes; it’d mean so much to me Mikey.
I know over the years I’ve messed with you a lot. I’ve had double standards, been clingy, jealous, ignored you, been completely hypocritical, but despite all the times I messed up and made you believe otherwise, I really did love you. I still do, but…it’s different from the way Brendon makes me feel, y’know? I’ll always love you though Mikey, and I hope you never forget that.
No matter what you do Mikey, you’ll always be my best friend. Promise.
Frank Iero

fiero_xx @ 2008-05-16T15:57:00

2008-05-16T07:58:09Z

I’ve decided that I’m going to write a bunch of letters. I’ll write a load of my thoughts about you, our relationship and what you mean to me, and then I’ll mail it to you. You don’t have to tell me when you get it, or whether or not you like/agree with what I’ve said, but this is just something I want to do. I guess its kind of my way of getting my thoughts out better, since I usually botch that kind of thing.

(OOC: So what I’m going to do is post each letter as I write it under a cut. The letter will only be viewed ic to the character it is written to and the characters they choose to show, but I thought I'd post them since it gives people some amusing ooc reading material if they so choose, right? xD)